ShinScrapper

It's 1:38 am and can barely sleep with all this thinking running around my head. This is maybe a well spent day, because not only I could pretty much stay here in my dorm and listen to "Bon Iver" which is my favorite musician they may have been a big impact on my life. even though I'm far away from her I could still look at the picture she gave me and stare at those smile that captivated me. It's been a year already since our "sweet remedies" though the feeling never did went away, it only made me more devoted to her as I look at that "picture of her smiling" can simply take my breath away and made me think that deep inside she always makes m

Summer is about over for me since school's gonna start about next week. I barely talk to anyone, I don't like talking much except for one person(to much detail on that). I do a lot of sitting around and listening to "Bon Iver" for I found them to be an outstanding band and I pretty much like Indie/folk music. I think I got that interest from my college friends, since I do alot of music hunting and that musician was the only thing that made me stop looking for another music. People often think of me as sunny type of a guy (since in highschool I used to be one) I'm not saying I've lost in humanity but, I think due to this "break through" I've b

Ever since I was a child, I could never get the feeling of having a real mother nor a real father, as days pass by, the feeling kept getting worst and my life could never ever have been better. But since I met this girl, I couldn't stop thinking of her. To be honest, she's really the first of many in my lifetime experience. I never doubt that she does feel the same way {I felt that she does feel the same way}. I can't type right since this keyboard is broken {LOL}. Oh, and I am doing this to get it out of my system. To carry on to my journal, since that day, I felt this ecstatic feeling that I just want to get closer, since we are in a long d